The ramblings of someone who doesn't know where they are going, or why....

Stuck in a routine. We wake up on a monday go to work or uni, look forward to the weekend. Get to the weekend, prepare for the week ahead. Focus on that test we need to pass, that assignment that was put off all week. Then monday comes and we realise we have wasted the weekend away. Promise not to do it again. Monday morning is spent wishing for the weekend again and it starts again, we finish that test and the must prepare for the next one. When the holidays finally come we don't know what to do with ourselves. We spend so much time wishing for free time that when it comes we aren't quite sure what to do with ourselves. We spend so much time doing this or that, so when we have no priorities at all we feel guilty or uneasy about doing nothing. Life feels like we area heading towards a finishing line and check points, but what do we do when we get there? Will we feel any different to how we feel now? I have no clue right now, but today's Sunday and i have homework to get done, I'm putting it off to tomorrow, Monday, when i will be wishing i had done it today, while looking forward to the weekend, wishing it was the holidays, wondering if anyone else feels just as pathetic at i do right now moving in circles, enjoying those small moments of happiness while wishing they would last longer and all along feeling guilty that i can live my life so lazily when there are others who aren't as lucky as i am, yet seem much more happy than i probably seem on the train to uni on a monday morning......